wondering

sorry for the absence of pictures.
im emo now(means moody)
im pleasant to tell you all,I DONE my PMR yesterday.
I use three years' time for this stupid exam
hope that the result will be fine
last night i lost sleep for no reason
then on my bed,i stared at the ceiling
i was thinking of my future .
after 5 years,where i will be?
married? study at overseas? or DO NOTHING?
and i waked up
i took a eng novel (titled:The Man from North Pole)
i opened my desk lamp and read it
it is quite interesting.=)
i enjoy reading it,when there was 2:00 am,
i felt sleepy and went to bed.
i am thinking about my future
although im still young
im worrying,wondering.
STOP thinking about this missKong!
enjoy ur freaking wonderful holiday.
but what should i do in this long long holiday?
worrying(again)
can anybody give me some suggestions? (urgent)